I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
its performative
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
but i respect your search
but really the thing should be autonomous
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
much more tactility
so an active mazelike process
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
plato
barren land
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
isaac
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