i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

13, H, grate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Rain, starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

hiding from the rain

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Today I felt like starting

"Put a blanket."

1

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Worse Lift

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Style

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

currently

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

lol yea