the site i am dreaming

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Better Lift

it is hopeful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

feel you

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

IWGD

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I am below everything.

i want to do that too

Worse Lift



okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

much more tactility

god being the centre magnet

no longer writing in the third person

i was tempted to lie about my name

is this you as well

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

It Will Get Lighter

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things