something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

Today I felt like starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Picture

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

IWGD

no longer writing in the third person

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

bro i read nothing in my life

currently

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

really i want the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

that looks like my instagram account

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i want to do that too