hiding from the rain

yes

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf abrar

i really havent

your feed looks like my tumblr

abrar?

like first name

no like which do people call me

which magnetises chains of pins

i really havent

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no i haven't really read anything

or never left

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

isaac

feel you

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

plato

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

currently

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

send your tumblr

Worse Lift

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

no longer writing in the third person

bro i read nothing in my life

13, H, grate

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i want to do that too

Style

i understand

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?