ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
bro i read nothing in my life
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
i am quite confused, not
quite getting the idea of it
I Write Goodbye Letter
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
