i love it here

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right. 

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

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not so on: yvf(wthw)

It Will Get Lighter

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We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

idk

lol

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

lol yea

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things