I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

no longer writing in the third person

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

not their contents

yes

all that is to say

but i respect your search

but really the thing should be autonomous

like magnets

and the fake qualifier

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf abrar

i really havent

isaac newton

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Lift Analysis

in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

bro i read nothing in my life

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

its good

Better Lift

so the method has to be autonomous

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it