abrar?

its good

whats your name?

its good short few pages

have you read

sorry i am texting like a slav

ion

its good

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

what do you mean

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

plato

i dont understand magnetisation

Rain, starting

yeah

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i understand

ahnaf abrar


Picture

division of reality is straying away from it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a post. I want to be remembered

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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its performative

no like which do people call me

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

as in

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


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i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

no longer writing in the third person