the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage. 

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bro i read nothing in my life

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

and the fake qualifier

your feed looks like my tumblr

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

bro i read nothing in my life

sorry i am texting like a slav

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i have read not even 1 book

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

lol

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i dont understand magnetisation

ahnaf abrar

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that