was it worth it

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

13, H, grate

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Today I felt like starting

Picture

hiding from the rain

1

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Can I see

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you have a beautiful account btw

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.