the site i am dreaming

i really havent

barren land

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its performative

isaac newton

i really havent

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its good short few pages

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

It Will Get Lighter

December 2025


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

send link

was it worth it

its good


its good

that looks like my instagram account

magnetisation/form

It Will Get Lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

I am below everything.