really i want the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

currently

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Thank you, Jack

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Rain, starting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I Write Goodbye Letter

no longer writing in the third person