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send your tumblr

barren land

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

idk

no i haven't really read anything

its good short few pages

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

feel you

i want to do that too

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

13, H, grate

i dont understand magnetisation

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

thank you

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

magnetises a pin

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50