that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Better Lift

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

hiding from the rain

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Today I felt like starting

Style

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Picture

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

but i respect your search

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

as in