the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thank you, Jack

It Will Get Lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

which magnetises chains of pins

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i have read not even 1 book

sorry i am texting like a slav

thank you

lol yea

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like first name

isaac newton

no like which do people call me

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

god being the centre magnet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

abrar?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

plato

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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book