bro i read nothing in my life
Today I felt like starting
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
IWGD
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing
with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
Worse Lift
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
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"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or
fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might
love you” could symbolize longing for connection
or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or
anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy
forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude,
reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness,
while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition,
and guidance, but
here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a
confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
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