no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

feel you

send link

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

barren land

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

and the fake qualifier

plato

It Will Get Lighter

what do you think my name is

i dont understand magnetisation

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too


what do you mean

plato

i really havent

i love it here

2 (actually index). two is company


Pimlico Rats

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good short few pages

I am below everything.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

i really havent